Until I Found You

I felt lead to share a bit of my past today, sometimes we get into a "funk" where we continue to question our worthiness. I pray this blesses you as it brings me back into alignment of knowing where I was until I found Him

~Until I Found You~

There was a time when all I knew was fear, anger, hurt and REVENGE! My life was a train wreck. I had no confidence, not knowing what love truly was. Let’s just sum it up as a  life completely distorted.

~Until I found You~

What I had never known was that Your hand was upon me the entire time. During the deepest desperation; You were with me. I didn’t feel You, and I didn’t see You, I didn’t want to acknowledge You. I believed I was extremely unworthy. I had messed up so much, I could never face You. I was so disgusted at what I had become. I was afraid of your judgment, your wrath, and your condemnation. But You were not who I expected You to be.

You met me in the darkest place of my life, the pit of Hell. It was a suddenly moment. All the walls were closing in on me and suddenly I felt Your tender embrace. You had totally engulfed me in Your presence. I was overwhelmed with a sense of comfort and security. You we snatching me back from the enemy.

~I am in the Shelter of Your wings~

You held me, comforted me, and calmed all my fears. As I look into Your eyes I felt your valor, I am more aware of your love for me. Tears stream down my face as I see Your grace destroyed all of my sins. Your love pierces my heart and soul, thank you for hearing my cry. I realize now that ONLY You could have rescued me from the darkness into Your light. Thank you, that You never remind me of my mistakes because they are as far from your remembrance as the East is from the West. They have all been forgiven.

Thank You Lord, for loving me when I was so unlovable.